Falling Down

It's about time

It's nothing really.

I went out today to attend my 6 hour thingy majiggy. Got to drive on the main road! :D Pretty okay with it. I can hear Kevin laughing his ass off now >( but I was okay. I mati enjin less than 5 times! BIG RECORD. Plus, the instructor, Cik Anuar, my dad's old friend, told me I'm super fast for a first timer driving a manual. Ah wells ;)

Later on I got home changed and met up with Hannan who's about to leave to London and then straight to Melbourne leaving poor Anis to SUFFER. kejam :(

After a super nice dinner,

*Insert screaming & crying scene here*

I met up with Kevin and Dinie. Suppose to go out with Aida as well but she was hella tired due to her sleepover with the cousins thingy. So it's okay, I understand. Dinie & I were emo freaks thus explains the pulling over beside the highway singing to emo songs whilst Kevin sits on his car and tells lame ass jokes period. Yeah, didn't work, as usual ;p

Drove up to Rasta for a drink. Talked, confessed yadida. Twas a great day indeed. Packed, but great.

Sorry no pictures, can't be bothered.

Night, love x

Er'body in the club gettin' tipsy.

February's here!

It started off with my Econs test on Monday. All I can say is I went out of the exam hall smiling like a retarded kid :D hehe. All thanks to Nick. He helped a lot. (:

The very next day, it was FRESHIES NIGHT!

Yeah, by the capital letters you can already tell it went really good. We were told to be the opening performance for the night by the way (and you know what they say, opening and closing is always the best right? HEHE! ) Nah, just kidding.

Thank you Amirul, Kevin and Dinie for coming by being our personal bodyguards for the night ;) heheh. Also, to Gina, Zuly and Printha for coming! :D I was so shocked when I saw them. They actually recorded the performance. How awesome is that? I'll upload the video once I can.

After the performace, I changed to a normal outfit :)

(more pictures to come)

Later on that night, all of us went to AC to get a drink and lepak. Met up with the whole bunch of my Subang friends. Pretty happy but I was exhausted. Obviously.

Lets not forget the dance floor at the end was pretty hot ;) Aida and I were dancing when the cute guy in a collared blue tshirt came by. Yeaaah, and you know how the night ends ;)

Yesterday the 3rd of February I was in pyramid waiting for Izzat to come by to pick me up and send me home (thanks so much, mengada! hehe) anyways, I met DANIAL! Danial Abdul Rahman my long lost best friend who disappeared with his girlfriend to happily ever after land ;p Ish! hehe :) Twas a goooooood day!

So that's about it for my February.

I can pretty much say February is gooood. Like, hoyeah it's good kinda thing. Though I know there'll be rough days but I also do know that I've got people to depend on who care about me and I appreciate that, a lot ♥

x

Call you mine,

I was on the phone yesterday with a good friend of mine. It really hit me yesterday but why am I still here? Why aren't I taking a step backwards? What in the world is going on? Reality has got to be kidding me. Come on, hit me faster. Before I regret all this crap that I'm doing. Sometimes I swear a lot and then I cry, then I realize that just by doing that doesn't change a single thing. I gotta actually make it happen. Change it. Face it and not look at it the same way. Heck, it's gonna be hard. But I guess it's now or never, yeah?

So when I actually take a step forward, I start to realize that it's not the right path. I should have gone the other way. I'm just hoping there's a way to turn back and choose the right choice. What if it's too late.

"They say the only time you tend to realize is when you lose something and you can't get it back"

So what now? I can't see what's ahead of me. No idea why.

Been thinking of the answer since god knows when, but I can still never find out the truth underneath all the lies.

Yeaah,

SO.

What now?

The hardest part,

To tell you the honest truth, I really don't know what has been happening and what I have been doing do make anything from happening. I can honestly say I'm a confused child right now. Cause going with the flow is pretty much sucking the life out of me. Why in the world did I even consider that decision in the first place?

Been eating a whole lot but my friends still say I have nothing. Which seriously gets me all annoyed. I am pretty fat, deep down underneath the layer of clothings ;) rawr. HAHA. Okay, I kid.

On the 2nd of Feb, Sunway University College will be having the official Freshie's Night. And guess who's performing? YEAH I KNOW. WHAT?! :) haha.

Aida, Chai Leng and I made a last minute decision to dance and audition and stuff. It was only for the fun of everything and we actually got in. Out of 27 groups singing and dancing, beat boxing and whetever, only 10 managed to get in (at least that's what I heard). Pretty damn excited.

Tickets for now are only RM15 so, if any of you guys *cough*printha and gina*cough* and everyone else in the world that wants to join the fun, come by! :) The more the merrier kan? Plus, you'll get to see me dancing to freakin Pussycat Dolls. A compilation of their songs actually. HAHA. Promote diri like massively la right? Pft.

No no, it'll be nice if I see a few familiar faces around that's it (: So yeah, yadida whatever.

Besides all that, yesterday was Danial's Surprise 18th! It was held in Alexis, BSC. I'm so effing lazy to describe everything I'll just let the pictures do the talking.

Oh, and there'll be more pictures to come so this post might be edited.

CHEERS.

Definitely the best bunch of people you can be with at one place. ♥

Notice you, Noticing me

Good morning!

Studying for my computer test only now approximately 2am in the freaking morning. Just got home from Danial's surprise. Had a really good laugh with my lovely people :D Ahh, life's so good! So far that is. So tomorrow, practise, computer test, shop, study, sleep.

URGH.

Okay, MAGGI TIME.

Ciaaao.

Comfortable

#14?

Okay the real deal on college life now.

First off,

I'm taking up 4 units this semester. Oh, I'm doing MUFY (Monash University Foundation Year) in Sunway University College btw.

DO DROP BY AND SAY HELLO :D

Anyways,

The 4 units are Accounts, Economics, English and Mathematics (Part A). Boring boring business subjects (: For now, I'm coping pretty well. It's only January and I've skipped classes already! Hahah. No worries, I'm pretty aware of the 80% attendance crap. Chillax.

Next semester, I'm probably gonna do the same set of subjects cept that it's Part B. Might be adding Physics Part A for the fun of it.

My first test is my Economics test which is held this Monday. I'm aiming high distinction :D Nyeh. Cause it's just the 1st unit, KOT. I should be getting HD la -.-

Besides studies, my circle of friends have been growing. For the first time in my life, I'm actually pretty friendly and I would just come up to anyone and say hey. Confidence boosted gila, right? YEAHHH.

There are a few dilemmas that I'm going through right now and I'm pretty sure all of you are judging be by listening to bullshit stories that doesn't even reveal the inner truth of what's happening but after that night, I honestly couldn't care less about what people say. You can say what you want , I know what happened and my closest friends in college know it too. If you heard it through another person and not from my mouth then it's probably just crap.

I've been visited by many. This Thursday my cousin, Azfar is visiting me for the fun of it! So far, Araff and his two friends, Ethan, Amirul, Lala and Kevin have already visited me and brought me out for Lunch. Pretty odd how they're all guys. What happened to the girls in this world la ? HAHA. Joke (: Okay, bad joke la maybe.

There's so much more to update! But I have no time right now since I'm suppose to shower and stuff. Pretty late now.

BYE !

A little sneak preview on what I do way early in the morning in college if there's no class inthe Student Centre while the others play pool / foosball.

Yeah, whatever :)

Look who's back?

A day when I have a lil' extra time before heading off to college.

Hello there, earthlings! My blog is back and it's gonna be public :D or by the time you read this, it's already public. Life's been looking alright. Sunny side up starting today! Gonna study for my Econs test next week. Wish me luck, I really wanna Ace it. (:

I'll blog about everything soon enough okay?

Love!

Restart

Hey lovers!

I just wanted to let all of you know that I might not be blogging til I'm pretty much comfortable with the world. I've been feeling rather confused lately. And I'm trying to start something new and stop everything that's going wrong.

So, wish me luck? :)

All Night,

Good Morning bloggers, I apologize for the sudden disappearance . It's nothing, I swear. Sort of.

I'm getting myself a new blog, but this blog will be kept for memories. HAHA I know I'm being all, mysterious but bear with me, I don't keep things inside a lot. So, it's something that is really important to me. Will be out and about soon enough.

College has been rather alright. Dull classes sometimes, well, not dull. Just, I lose my concentration fast. Distractions, gosh. I wish I could just drop dead and restart life, yknow what I mean? No. Alright. CHILL.

Friends have been GREAT. I miss my old friends but I do know that my new ones are pretty damn awesome as well. They totally changed my definition of people nowadays, they actually care like a lot. Can't exactly explain it here, but of course my circle of friends are growing and growing each day it's pretty cool actually.

From Sri KL, to USJ, to SU, to Sudan, to Dubai, to Pakistan, to Korea, to SO MUCH MORE. It's like, Lunch with the whole class. Haha (: mmm.

I'm gonna try and get my license soon, hopefully.

Uhh, okay enough :) Bye, I'm bored. Gonna start on homework now.

ciao, bebs ;)